Introducing my favorite song.

Okay guys , i ask you a question . What is 1 billion in Chinese? 

(I got it wrong in the first place! Hahahah)

Going on to my topic! Yes my favorite song, Breakeven by The Script.

The lyrics is very meaningful, it says a lot to my previous relationship.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, 
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, 
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no
What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you, 
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, 
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, 
I'm falling to pieces 
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces 
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break 
No it don't break 
No it don't break even no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok 
(Oh glad you're okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah 
(Oh I'm glad you're okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah 
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces 
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

My previous relationship lasted for 3 and a half years, it was my first long run. Had many first time with him, first time having someone to feed me the whole serving of food, couple ring, couple tee, couple slipper and what not couple thing. First time i did a scrapbook for us, every occasions celebrated or events attended like the Titanic exhibition. My shelves filled with my favorite soft toys, filled with much memories.

I remember my 1st valentine with him, he brought me roses and chocolates early morning under my block and fetched me to school. It was so embarrassing as I have to bring the roses everywhere at school, teachers and schoolmates kept disturbing me. Its also my first time playing some Trading Card Game, had fun times playing with him. Of course not forgetting the surprise i gave him on his birthday, midnight camping at his house kitchen with his present and cake. 

The promises made is always running in my head, thinking why it is broken. I just can't get the answer, I don't think it even matters right now. Too late for either of us to say something, just got to let it go. This load of memories, long run of journey. 

It seems that best of me is always you, what brings out the best part of me is you. You seemed okay after this blow, but I'm not. Put on a hard front to everyone showing them I'm fine, I'm okay without you. I can still live. To be honest, i can live without you however, i miss our times. Laughing, quarreling moments. Even the worst night is worth remembering. That can ring, is still safe with me. That ROM slip we signed is still with me. I had a hard time throwing our stuffs away, while some i can't bring myself up to throw. 

Whats left in me, is nothing but a empty shell. Can't bring myself up to love another person, or even trust that he's going to accompany me till death. No more, trusting this kind of nonsense. It hurts a lot, i know i have my bad points I'm not perfect neither are you. I tried so hard trying to keep this relationship going, it just doesn't seems that you are trying hard. All you have to say is I deserve someone better, why not you change to someone better so you can deserve me? Rather than tell me that?

So people, have you guessed the answer for my question on top?

Here's the answer!

十亿！

Some of you might guess 一亿 am i right?!

 一亿 is one hundred million!

十亿 is 1 billion!

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND PEOPLE!