Wednesday 12 March 2014

8 reasons why people choose to be single.


Why people choose to be single? Many people have many reasons to why they want to be single.
How about you? Whats your reason?

During this 3-4 months period after the broke up happen, I realize that I've missed out so much. Neglecting family, relatives and most importantly my friends. I'm glad that they are still here for me.

Okay! Moving on to my 8 reasons why I choose to be single!


  • Freedom!
One of the major reason why I rather be single as my personality makes me get along well with guys. Therefore I have quite a number of male friends and a few female friends. Nobody else except my mom will keep asking me where I am and why I'm there or with him/her. You won't have to tolerate his/hers dislikes when you yourself like doing some stuffs!
  • Focus on studies/career
Its true I can't focus on anything if I have a boyfriend, I'm those kind that have to stick 24/7 with him. Everything that revolves around me is him and nothing else. During my secondary school life, 70% of it is spent with my previous boyfriend. That's why I choose to be single so I can focus on my studies!

  • More time to pick the right one
I wouldn't want to settle down with the wrong person so staying single allows me to get to know more people and choosing the right one! So single people no worries just stay single as long as you want, I'm sure that one fine day the one that truly appreciates you will come!

  • Treating someone else as substitution
Yes, I'm afraid this happen, its not fair to my future partner. I still can't forget those memories that I once had, until now. It runs fresh in my brain, seeing us everywhere i go.
  • Personal time
My personal time is shorten as I spent most of my time with my previous boyfriend. Unlike now, I've a lot of personal time. Do my own stuffs and watching some of my favorite shows which he won't watch with me. Its good to have personal time. 
  • Friends
Throughout 4/5 of my secondary school life, I've neglected my friends because of my previous boyfriend. Rejected meetings with them, rarely contacting them. Thinking that having my boyfriend alone is good enough, who knows? End up helping me through this is my secondary school friend and co.
To those who are attached, don't neglect your friends just because of your partners.

  • Save money
YES, I've spent quite a sum of money on my previous relationship. The same goes to him, treating me to concerts, shows and stuffs.

There goes my 8 reason to why I choose to be single. It might not be true to some of you guys but it does to me! So maybe you guys can share what is your reason of choosing to be single!

Friday 7 March 2014

Introducing my favorite song.

Okay guys , i ask you a question . What is 1 billion in Chinese? 
(I got it wrong in the first place! Hahahah)

Going on to my topic! Yes my favorite song, Breakeven by The Script.
The lyrics is very meaningful, it says a lot to my previous relationship.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, 
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, 
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no
What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you, 
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, 
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, 
I'm falling to pieces 
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces 
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break 
No it don't break 
No it don't break even no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok 
(Oh glad you're okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah 
(Oh I'm glad you're okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah 
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces 
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
My previous relationship lasted for 3 and a half years, it was my first long run. Had many first time with him, first time having someone to feed me the whole serving of food, couple ring, couple tee, couple slipper and what not couple thing. First time i did a scrapbook for us, every occasions celebrated or events attended like the Titanic exhibition. My shelves filled with my favorite soft toys, filled with much memories.

I remember my 1st valentine with him, he brought me roses and chocolates early morning under my block and fetched me to school. It was so embarrassing as I have to bring the roses everywhere at school, teachers and schoolmates kept disturbing me. Its also my first time playing some Trading Card Game, had fun times playing with him. Of course not forgetting the surprise i gave him on his birthday, midnight camping at his house kitchen with his present and cake. 

The promises made is always running in my head, thinking why it is broken. I just can't get the answer, I don't think it even matters right now. Too late for either of us to say something, just got to let it go. This load of memories, long run of journey. 

It seems that best of me is always you, what brings out the best part of me is you. You seemed okay after this blow, but I'm not. Put on a hard front to everyone showing them I'm fine, I'm okay without you. I can still live. To be honest, i can live without you however, i miss our times. Laughing, quarreling moments. Even the worst night is worth remembering. That can ring, is still safe with me. That ROM slip we signed is still with me. I had a hard time throwing our stuffs away, while some i can't bring myself up to throw. 

Whats left in me, is nothing but a empty shell. Can't bring myself up to love another person, or even trust that he's going to accompany me till death. No more, trusting this kind of nonsense. It hurts a lot, i know i have my bad points I'm not perfect neither are you. I tried so hard trying to keep this relationship going, it just doesn't seems that you are trying hard. All you have to say is I deserve someone better, why not you change to someone better so you can deserve me? Rather than tell me that?

So people, have you guessed the answer for my question on top?
Here's the answer!
十亿!
Some of you might guess 一亿 am i right?!
 一亿 is one hundred million!
十亿 is 1 billion!

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND PEOPLE! 

Thursday 6 March 2014

Just wait for it.


Wait for it, someday the right one will come.
The one that appreciates, understand, love and dotes on you.

5/3/14
Tiring day, woke up early for work. Lucky is near my place, my dearest Zoey came down to find me! Ate popeyes with her and slack awhile before heading back to work, poor girl have to help me count stock. Hahaha! Saw a few friends while working. After that long 8 hours of work went to meet my bro, Youfu. 
Went to dine at Jack's Place! It was on purpose because bros and my mahjong leg is working there, afterwards Kumsen and Wenbing arrived. Ordered Baked Salmon it was nice! Waited for Huai Xuan to end work so can go back to my place and mahjong. Walked to his place and then cab to my place which is like 5$ only LOL! Too lazy walk. It was a joy to have them bros with me, never fail to me laugh like mad.

We play till morning 7am, lose about 3$ only. Which is god damn lucky!

6/3/14
Stayed home rot, watch drama, eat and play games. So boring, really have to meet up my loves. 
So! my watch arrived after so long!Happygirl96!

This is to the guys who are attached.
I don't understand why, since you have said to meet someone before hand. Cancelling it due to your girlfriend, it sucks really. Girlfriend is obviously important then friends, so spend more time with her. Friends are forever here anytime. 
Well anyway! Tomorrow is Friday people!
TGIF!

Tuesday 4 March 2014

1st .

Starting my 1st blog post with some nonsensical thing.

Lets start, so hows march so far? 
For me, its awesome. Getting to know more friends from my new workplace, Black Vine. 
I'm a promoter for Samsung printer and monitor, so I worked for this 27th-2nd March IT fair.
It was my first fair, great experience from handling different kind of customer. From the easy ones to those very irritating and hard ones, it was fun helping them out thou!

Hang out with 2 of my best man & girl from Black Vine. Nick Shu & Zoey Neo.
Yes, got to know them from the IT fair, my redemption girl and best promoter. 
Went to Tampines Mall for lunch, Hot & Spicy pot. Spent all our energy trying to clear all the stuffs we took.
Decided to go down to Marina Bay Sands after getting Z's ice cream @ Mac.
Train was god damn cold, suffering ride to MBS. Went to window shop and sight seeing outside, sat and relax outside LV shop. I swear it was god damn dizzy at the platform on the sea, dizzy until have to lie down with Z. Wanted to see the sun set but too much buildings covering it, so decided to walk Esplanade and take train back home. 

Listening to some mix on train, feeling numb. Real numb, it's good thou. It's good to have a friend that shoots you then having a friend that keep saying nice things to you. Thanks so much you 2 idiots. Love you guys max.